VESSEL PART 1. THE NIGHT WITHIN
All my life I´ve been, searching for you
I refuse, that it was real
but I’ve waited, alone and sad
for you again, a stone in my back
The Glory of my emptiness
is known through one thousand worlds
A perfect Place of void, a broken Vessel
that leaks my soul out
I am Empty
Inside this vessel, there anguish it twists and burns
Inside this vessel, there´s only emptyness
it bleeds and aches, inside this vessel
storm and disgrace, inside this vessel
Here i am, tearing my skin wide open
leaving myself right here in the hell we call earth
opening my heart just to be shot back down,
again here i lay, my body and mind
so hear my voice now, i yell defiant
I want to break up this chances of agony
I want destroy all, what is hurting me
my punishment defeated by myself
Inside this vessel, there anguish It twists and burns
Inside this vessel there´s only emptyness
it bleeds and aches, inside this vessel
storm and disgrace, inside this vessel
I am silence, I am emptyness
VESSEL PART 2. THE DAY WE ALL FAILED
Have you ever felt tired?
Like no one is by your side?
Have ever felt that nothing makes sense?
Those you helped remove their hand?
Have you ever want to scream but drown, in your own regret?
The glory of my emptyness is know throught one thousand worlds
A perfect place of void, a broken vessel,
I am empty!
Tempers my nerves in a mental odessy
Figthing to pretend nothing is happening
Closing my eyes to see everthing in black
Looking for a peace among mediocrity
Tempers my nerves in a mental odessy
Trying to pretend nothing is happening
Feelings dies with time, others arrives to see the light
Tempers my nerves in a mental odessy
Figthing to pretend nothing is happening
Every time i try to keep my temper
Violent winds strikes and wipe my mind
Closing my eyes to see everthing in black
Looking for a peace among mediocrity
Tempers my nerves in a mental odessy
Trying to pretend nothing is happening
Now is time to everyone to look at my face
I´m not the same man, your knew yesterday
Now i see all in a different ways
I took off the goodness and embrace revenge
The only way i will feel so ok
at peace with my self with world, to my friends
I will give you the same that you give me
I will cause you the same pain that you caused me
I Will love the way you have loved me
the worst of punishments is to feel being nothing
it will live in your mind until you die
but i will be there to take my hand away
The day we all fail
the day you failed me for last time
You drove me to histeria
I swear for everything i´ve loved
Some day i will take my revenge
In this life, or the next. I swear
THE END OF ALL THINGS ENDLESS
Closed eyes, taking your last breath
Remember all time you have wasted
Open eyes before is to late
all the thing you have done
throught your demons inside
The share out , the pain behind
dream again and cry again
the end of all things endless
Soon or late the pain will go away
Now see my fails, why i could die
what ive could done and i never did
look at my eyes
Closed eyes, before the fountain of our youth
Sun in our faces and coal in our hairs
Open eyes, glow with the fire within
The zenith of a Star that burned friend and foe alike
Seeking the second truth while the world fades
time and time again and again
Ten thousand horizons crossed, and the world seemed endless
Soon or late the pain will go away
Seeking the second truth while the world fades
time and time again and again
Ten thousand horizons crossed, and the world seemed endless
Soon or late the pain will go away
Everything return to me in waves
time and time again and again
YOURS IS A LEGACY OF BROKEN GLASS AND POISONED WELLS
Everything return to me in waves, time and time
all the pain all the anger
I only exist as a reflection of that darkness
puncturing every i once loved
And then i´ll watch you, you watch me
I see the dark fire with my own eyes… disbelieve
Shredding my feet in every step I take
For that i love you, and everything of you
for that i hate you, and everything of you
What have I done in this life?
To Drown in boiling seas of anguish – by you
I thank you for slitting my throat so I can be free to exalt you
Like an acid revealing a pattern of hate
Five words took you to assault what was let of me
The bitterness welled up and poured forth from me.
You are the bitterness, the poisoiness, a reing of sadness
I burned all paths, i see no future
And then i´ll watch you, you watch me
I see the dark fire with my own eyes, disbelieve
Shredding my feet, every step i take
I see no morning, why is life so unfair?
No sun in this planes
No, no peace for me
Like an acid revealing a pattern of hate
Five words took you to assault what was let of me
SEPTEMBER 6TH, 1995
The age of the vast rains unfolded
The weight of the world
Crushing my spine
Rejection, Disorder
Cracks in the shell I used to live in
Eyes smile and voices, a flurry of gentle stabs
“I would do that again” “I am not sorry”
Stars in the night sky without you
You fell apart every day from that day
Leaving obsidian shards cutting through my naked feet
Failing every single day, this hell will consumes me
In death lies the seed of birth
I want to give up
No fighting for anything
Depression, Damnation
Cracks in the shell I´ve use to live in
I want to give up, no fighting for anything
In the dawn of my madness, i only feel my fears
where i dont find comfort or stability
I´ve try and i fail, I hear nothing, but silence
Why i can´t overcome this?
I wasted my life and it wont be back
The torment, my solitude
Crack in the shell i,ve used to live in
Stars in the night sky without you
You fell apart every day from that day
Leaving obsidian shards cutting through my naked feet
Failing every single day, this hell will consumes me
In death lies the seed of birth
I want to give up
No fighting for anything
Depression, Damnation
Cracks in the shell I´ve use to live in
I want to give up, someones to here me
THE WANING GLOW
It burns like a fire, but dies with deceit
A feeling of misery quenching the soul
Embrace the waning glow
Once again the light glows
As we expect something good
we betray ouself, letting us die
We are the waning glow
Sometimes to refuse to see the world with eyes of a fellow man
becoming in our worst enemy
a feeling of emptyness, avoiding to see what is true
The line that define the change, to smile or fall in disgrace
a pulse of fire against the world is a chose you have to made
because nothing is done
Lighting my waning glow, burning waning glow
Never will come better day as we expect something good
Surrender is an option, so surrender is what i choose
I feel no pleasure anymore, i, ve die long time ago
Im sorry if i,ve failed you, i,ve failed to myseilf too
It burns like fire, but dies with deceit
Sometimes to refuse to see the world with eyes of a fellow man
becoming in our worst enemy
a feeling of emptyness, avoiding to see what is tru
SONG FOR THE INERT. Part 1. –Mass appeal worship–
In the digital metaverse great babylon
Chatterboxers with viperine tongues
That teach us to consume.
The worship to the preacher
Who was a jester in the past
The need to Feel adore even with empty words.
Narcissus fell into the lagoon
and humanity in a meaneness vortex.
Mass appeal worship
The shine of his own image dazzled him
and he stumbled and fell into the abyss
The suicide drug of fame and popularity
The suicide drug of fame and popularity
What do you have to sell?
Everything is bought and sold at bargain price.
Is not what you are what you pretend to looks like
Mass appeal worship
The blurred icon of a decadent narcissism
wich rots the last corner of your poor,empty and broken morality.
Covering with curtains of fake smiles
The sadness of your own Miserable life
and gloomy within with expiration date
An idol of garbage
An icon to trust
ETHEREAL – A SONG FOR NEL
I loved you since the begining of times
in an age where only dreams existed
I loved you since the begining of times
my little chilf with golden wins
I feel you through the distance an all the times…
Returns to me, my little life
And I pray, and I pray…
I pray feeling your soul
under my skin, feeling your breath…
Feeling your soul, may your soul fly safe
under my breath, may your light glow free
Through the distance and ahead
into a thousand futures…
through the gazes of an eternal summer
Maybe someday return to me…